& Life Goez On...
by, 07-05-2011 at 05:55 AM (410 Views)
"Tha problemz start when we refuse II let change happen & cling onto our old habitz.."
yeah, well i'm Definitelyy readyy for some changez & i'm readyy II let gooooo i NEED II make hella changez in my life, Tired of all tha same old fckn BullShixt, i reallyy dont need it. i srslyy dooo believe i deserve better. Sooooo here goez.... =\
Cleaningg my bedroom & gettingg rid of a lottt of stuff. i have OCD for all those who do not know, and i am also a hoarder. yes, a mother effingg hoarderrrrr. So i need II hurryy up & chop chop & get rid of most of these once prized possessionz of mine. i can no longerrr take anyy of these negative blows these mother fckerz R throwingg at me & i need II move tha fckkk outtta this hellhole. Sooooo tha less propertyy i have, tha easierrr tha move will be. i know this is gunna be hella hard on me becuhz i've had some of these items for at least six or seven yrz buh i gotta do what i gotta do.
They wanna treat me like shittt II tha point where i'm broken. Okayy fine, they've won. But i am no longer gunna tolerate anymore of these foul treatment. i deserve better. i dont need them. i'm just whatever. i feel like i've done sooooo much & onli II get kicked back down II tha floor. Thr takingg me for granted and i feel hella unappreciative & disrespected. Fckkkk that, no more.
*Sighhh... Soooo stressful. Soon i'm gunna be i lookingg for a roomate. i wanna move far awayyy...