suriya

Farewell my peepz

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If anyone thinks or tells you that they are better then you. Then tell them this because they are delusional!

We live in a world that is always in a state of flux and impermanence, plus built upon causes & effects. So everything in this world is conditioned by causes & effects. Like me being here to type this out for you to read is conditioned, conditioned by what? -conditioned by food & water, clothes, shelter, a pc, internet access, etc etc...

If you get what I'm talking about then you will realize your happiness is conditioned. What makes you happy?- Family, friends, lovers, material wealth, your social status, sensual pleasures? Well, that is all conditioned!

Are your Family, friends, lovers, material wealth, or your social status permanent or impermanent? The answer is impermanent!
Can your family, friends, lovers, material wealth, or social status be gone in a blink of an eye or over a period of time? The answer is YES
Well then, whatever is conditioned and impermanent can't be happiness.
I would call it more like temporary gratification.


Is your Mother, father, sister, brother, husband, wife, or child permanent? The answer is NO.
It is not permanent because it can't escape the wrath of sickness, disease, old-age, and death!
So, whatever is conditioned and impermanent comes change and alteration in the conditioned, with that change and alteration in the conditioned comes the feeling of sorrow, lamentation, pain, displeasure, or despair.


This is why when someone losses a mother, father, sister, brother, husband, wife, or child to the wrath of death people tell them " I'm sorry for your lost"!
See, you might be comfortable, fine, happy, or delusional now, but I don't see anyone in this world that is immortal and can escape the wrath of sickness, disease, old-age, and death.


So,now you can see that there can't be anyone that is inferior, superior, or equal to anyone in this world. we will all be in a state of loss due to the wrath of sickness, disease, old-age, or death! Either now, or maybe sooner, or even later.

In conclusion; everything in this world is unsatisfactory because it is conditioned and impermanent!

That is why the wise say "contentedness is the best riches; one living by wisdom lives best"!



But you guys are right! Life is no joke and I need to be more serious. So, I descided to leave KL and seek enlightenment. I do not wish to be take rebirth in this world anymore. I will leave you my last Dhamma lesson and bid you all farewell.


May you all be happy, healthy, and peaceful.

Sincerely,

Suriya

Updated 03-11-2012 at 06:21 AM by suriya

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  1. Boross_IT's Avatar
    And so comes to an end... the 15 MINUTES OF SHAME.
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  2. suriya's Avatar
    There are 4 thing you shouldn't look down upon or despise in this world! What 4?

    (1) A young prince; for when he becomes king he will seek royal vengeance on you and cause you loss or misfortune!

    (2) A young snake; for yet young and small can pack a venomous punch and cause you loss or misfortune!

    (3) A young fire; for yet small can grow to big and cause you loss or misfortune!

    (4) A young aspirating holyman; for when his virtue is ripen will lead to your karmic loss or misfortune.
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  3. Ivan's Avatar
    Why are you leaving? lol Tell Chanse I said hi
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  4. TuffGunn's Avatar
    He'll be back
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  5. leftear's Avatar
    Life is serious, that's why ppl come on kl to lighten their day -- it's good release from the hustle and bustle of everyday life. Anyways, Kl is an open community so you don't have to announce leaving -- instead you should take a break. There are better and more productive things to do than being on kl daily and I hope you find something worthwhile. So... what I'm trying to say is, if you leave and say it's a break you leave the doors open to come back again whereas when you declare leaving you can't really come back because you've gone back on your word.

    Also, your blog is quite verbose and hard to read. You should consider revising it -- just a thought
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  6. christmasSOCKSinJuly's Avatar
    LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO @ this attention whore.

    Be honest, you're just looking for sympathy. You're not actually going anywhere. At the end of the day, this community is the only community that would accept you and treat you the best. No matter how much of a creep you are, no matter how annoying you are...... you're still embraced and accepted.

    You'll find it quick other communities aren't as compassionate and tolerant. Even if you go, you'll come in a couple days. Trust me.
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  7. suriya's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by Ivan
    Why are you leaving? lol Tell Chanse I said hi
    I been neglecting my studies and meditations. I need to get back to where i was before I loss myself. Being online is getting in my way of my aspirations, including girls and facebook poker. I won't be online much now, so I won't be on KL anymore.

    I am officially leaving for good. That is why i announced my retirement.

    I wish you the best and I bid you farwell Sir Ivan Delion-heart.
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  8. suriya's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by TuffGunn
    He'll be back
    Truth me, I am true to my word! No I won't.

    I bid you farewell TuffGunn.
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  9. suriya's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by leftear
    Life is serious, that's why ppl come on kl to lighten their day -- it's good release from the hustle and bustle of everyday life. Anyways, Kl is an open community so you don't have to announce leaving -- instead you should take a break. There are better and more productive things to do than being on kl daily and I hope you find something worthwhile. So... what I'm trying to say is, if you leave and say it's a break you leave the doors open to come back again whereas when you declare leaving you can't really come back because you've gone back on your word.

    Also, your blog is quite verbose and hard to read. You should consider revising it -- just a thought
    Sorry, but I need to study and train myself. I can't be wasting anymore time on KL.
    I will not be back.

    I bid you farewell friend.

    P.S.- I'm sorry if it is hard to read. I did that draft in an hour and didn't revise it yet. I tried my best though. I hope you kinda get what I'm say.
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  10. suriya's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by christmasSOCKSinJuly
    LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO @ this attention whore.

    Be honest, you're just looking for sympathy. You're not actually going anywhere. At the end of the day, this community is the only community that would accept you and treat you the best. No matter how much of a creep you are, no matter how annoying you are...... you're still embraced and accepted.

    You'll find it quick other communities aren't as compassionate and tolerant. Even if you go, you'll come in a couple days. Trust me.
    No, I never even liked the attention in the first place. I'm a loner that likes peace and quiet.

    I will no be joining any Khmai communities, not even KL no longer.
    I need to get myself back on track and to where I use to be.

    I bid you the best and farewell CSIJ.
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    Updated 03-11-2012 at 04:58 AM by suriya
  11. leftear's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by suriya
    Sorry, but I need to study and train myself. I can't be wasting anymore time on KL.
    I will not be back.

    I bid you farewell friend.

    P.S.- I'm sorry if it is hard to read. I did that draft in an hour and didn't revise it yet. I tried my best though. I hope you kinda get what I'm say.
    It's hard to read because you used big words out of context and it takes away from what you really want to say or even the msg behind it.

    Anyways, have fun, take care and find happiness in whatever you enjoy. I also hope you heed some of these advices ppl are saying. We really are or trying to look out for your best interests
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  12. Tidus's Avatar
    This is buddha's way of testing ur might. giving up cuz u cant find a practice g/f will not let u more up in lv. if anything, u will b more closer to hell
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  13. Boross_IT's Avatar
    I have a feeling not much is changing or that anything is coming to an end. Rather, I sense a continuance of much of the same.
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  14. suriya's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by leftear
    It's hard to read because you used big words out of context and it takes away from what you really want to say or even the msg behind it.

    Anyways, have fun, take care and find happiness in whatever you enjoy. I also hope you heed some of these advices ppl are saying. We really are or trying to look out for your best interests
    There I revised it the best I could. I hope it is easier to read or makes more sense.
    Sorry, if It is not. My bad

    Thank you very much for your support. Likewise my friend.
    I wish you the best in life. May you always be happy, healthy, and peaceful!

    I do appreciate anyone that tried to help. I admit I am stubborn. But I will heed the advices, I assure you that. But I need to do it on my own. If I can't help myself then who else can help me right?

    Farewell friend.
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  15. suriya's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by Tidus
    This is buddha's way of testing ur might. giving up cuz u cant find a practice g/f will not let u more up in lv. if anything, u will b more closer to hell
    Hehe, Thanks Tidus.

    But I think the Buddh'as advice on women would be " what is more important chasing after women, or chasing after supreme bliss ( nirvana )".

    I will no longer chase after women and I will remain celibate.:p

    I wish you the best Tidus, Thanks again for those cool glasses!

    May you always be happy, healthy, and peaceful!

    Farewell lok Tidus.
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  16. Ivan's Avatar
    Well, good luck with your meditation & all that but I think there's nothing bad about going on kl as long as you don't let internet shit consume you, same goes for every other site. The problem isn't the internet, it's self-control. Other ppl are able to use kl frequently & still doing things in life. But I guess you sort of lost your self-control. I really do hope you find your focus & actually take action in fixing up your life. I know it's not the best economy right now, but jobs actually gone up recently. You can't always use 'bad economy' as an excuse or handicap. Just try & never stop until you succeed. No disrespect to your religion, but even sitting around meditating isn't gonna get you anywhere, unless you wanna give up your life & become a monk like you said... but even that shouldn't hinder you from actually living. We have one life, suriya...I want you to enjoy it. Farewell, bro.
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  17. Tidus's Avatar
    Just take a week off. come back next week with a renewed sense and awareness. u will be fine, wildthing.
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  18. christmasSOCKSinJuly's Avatar
    Instead of a week, I think you should take a decade off. It'll be good for you Suriya.
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  19. lazyboylizard's Avatar
    what is the whole story of suriya can somebody briefly explain? it seems like he started some shit then then lost the "debate" now he lost face and decided to leave. what a loser?
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  20. suriya's Avatar
    Oh, I forgot to say That I'm not leaving because of what anyone said, I was never hurt by anyone's words. I think now that you guys had every right to say the things you did after the way i acted these past weeks. I hope no one feels bad or thinks that I'm leaving because of them. I'm leaving because of me.

    I'm leaving because I'm ashamed of myself for the way i acted. I have no excuses and what happened happened. For my age i shouldn't be acting like a fool like the way I did. It's not conducive to enlightenment nor was it being beneficial to anyone else. I was a fool for my rude and obnoxious behavior. So they say if you can't help anyone then refrain from atleast harming anyone.

    I choose to refrain from harming anyone anymore on Kl and I will remain inactive and in retirement.

    Farewell peepz.
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    Updated 03-12-2012 at 04:26 AM by suriya
  21. k82562131's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by suriya
    Oh, I forgot to say That I'm not leaving because of what anyone said, I was never hurt by anyone's words. I think now that you guys had every right to say the things you did after the way i acted these past weeks. I hope no one feels bad or thinks that I'm leaving because of them. I'm leaving because of me.

    I'm leaving because I'm ashamed of myself for the way i acted. I have no excuses and what happened happened. For my age i shouldn't be acting like a fool like the way I did. It's not conducive to enlightenment nor was it being beneficial to anyone else. I was a fool for my rude and obnoxious behavior. So they say if you can't help anyone then refrain from atleast harming anyone.

    I choose to refrain from harming anyone anymore on Kl and I will remain inactive and in retirement.

    Farewell peepz.
    The hell? You copied and paste the same shit on the other blog. I guess you really want people to read what you have to say hah. I'd give you a high dose of trazodone and abilify if i was your psychiatrist. You need that I-don't-give-a-ffuck attitude, cuz ain't no one going to cry for you or beg for you to come back.
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  22. LBc's Avatar
    u one fruity ass n**a he'll be back with a different sn guys
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  23. Qua's Avatar
    now I only only 2 friends on buddy list.. thanx suriya
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  24. Toast's Avatar
    Suriya: You remind me of a Jackie Chan classic Kung Fu movie where he went far away for a while. Perfected his Kung Fu skills. He came back later for a revenge.
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  25. newbie's Avatar
    Suriya, you're only human, and as a human, you are deserving of forgiveness. We understand the phase you're going through, as we all have to go through at one point or another in our lives. You have bitten the apple from the tree of knowledge and now are succumbing to lust and are aware of surroundings in ways that counterbalance your intellectual side.

    You are at a stage where your desire to procreate, having been conditioned eons ago and ingrained in your DNA, will have to be muzzled by your will to seek enlightenment and channeled where the two energies can intertwined and work to your advantage.

    Do not give up easily in your desire to strike a home run, as with all home runs, you have to step to the plate and position yourself correctly. Then you have to round the bases first before the home plate is available to you. Do not take shortcuts. Good luck, my friend.
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    Updated 03-12-2012 at 08:12 PM by newbie
  26. Icyfrozen's Avatar
    It's just an Internet, on cares about this.
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  27. Icyfrozen's Avatar
    No one cares*. As in Khmer "ott care" lol
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  28. Tina Pheng's Avatar
    I am sorry for being mean. You are not a lowlife. Although, you should be a bit more considerate.
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