I wanted PEACE. I’ve lost a KL buddy over some petty sh*t. I’ve lost respect for a woman whom I thought to be a different person. I have a feeling of hate in my heart for a few certain people. I don’t like this. I don’t like who I am, right now. I wish all these little cheap shots would cease. For me, for you, for your neighbor. I’ve apologized enough. I wish I could close my eyes and pretend to be back in the old KL days. I was very happy with that. But, I can’t bring back the old, and I can’t take back the things I’ve said and done.

What happened to all of us? It never used to be this way. Even between Ivan and I. Never this bad. Now Rosy and I are no longer friends. Chansorya and I are at horrible odds. And Ivan and I have pretty much become enemies. All over what? Women? Lies? Excuses? Pride? I can’t do this. I won’t.

I wish things could have been different, Chansorya. You and I would have made great friends. Even in old age, I would have never forgotten you. You’re a beautiful and brilliant woman. You were an amazing soul to me, in the past. But now, there is nothing. I don’t know where it all went wrong, but I know it cannot be fixed. Not now. So much has been said and done. It saddens me how we are. But I know it’s too late. I’m sorry, Chansorya. I wish you the best in life and beyond. You deserve it............friend.

Ivan...
I’ve said some pretty mean sh*t to you, man. You know how to push my buttons, though. I’ll give you that. But, I go too far, sometimes. I know I do. You’re a smart guy. Very witty. I admire that about you. And as much as I hated to admit....we’re very much alike, you and I. I know I could sit down and have a beer with you and talk about women, and probably laugh for hours. You’re a douchebag, but you’re alright, man. It saddens me to where we are right now. You may feel as if this is just “fun and games” but I don’t feel that way. It got way too serious with you and I, and I don’t like where we are right now. I apologize to you. You keep doing you, bro...

I don’t have much to say, anymore KL. All this rambling probably doesn’t even make sense, but I know I can’t do this anymore. All this fighting and losing friends has broken my heart, truthfully. With all this said...my time is now.


Last_Chanse is no more...........