i want to blog but about my recent experiences but i feel scared sometimes, scared that people will make fun of me or think i'm stupid, or think i'm desperate, or whatever people think. girls can be so mean sometimes and i feel like crying. dating is part of life and i gotta take it like a man. no matter how dark the clouds are, the sun will eventually come out. it always does...

ok i don't think i played my cards right with this girl but i'm moving forward. the reason i called her from a blocked number was not to be creepy but to get to the bottom of her number being real or not. believe me i've had my share of fake phone numbers. back in the day when i was just starting college, i would get girls numbers here and there at the mall. and then i would wait 3 days and call the girl only to discover that the number reached some guy's voicemail or some other person. those 3 ...

ok finally a lovelife update. here goes. ok so my friend was job hunting and he comes over to my house with a job ad from the local newspaper. the job description went something like this, now hiring: cashiers, managers, and warehouse workers. i told him the only time i know of companies hiring for various positions simultaneously is during a grand opening meaning this is a new business or it's either a salvation army / goodwill / thrift store type of business. so we get to this place and sure enough ...