Well, one of my patients passed on today. I wanted so bad for her son to be by her side when she went. But 3 of us was with her. I was doing my night time treatments and looked in on her and her face didn't look right. I went to check her BP and my med aide and cna followed me. I couldn't get any vitals on her but she was still looking around and breathing slowly. As soon as I called her son and hung up, she took her last breath and closed her eyes. She went so peacefully. She only has one child. I felt so bad for him. I thought she could have made it until he came 'cause she wasn't really mottled.
When he came, he fought back tears. My tears just rolled, 'cause I knew how much they loved each other. We all basically broke down when he kissed her on the forehead. His family and his mother have always been so nice and so kind to us. Even if they were a little upset with us, they never showed it. I hope we can attend her funeral. She's truly special. She still has so many visitors and friends that come and see her from the other places that she has lived at. She's not suffering anymore and she went peacefully, God bless her.
But it's hard seeing a grown man cry. T_T
