So last night, I had a really weird/scary dream. I dreamt that Lana and I were sitting on somebody's brick fence to their backyard.. and below us was a rose bush. They were many different colored roses and I remembered thinking how beautiful they were. I couldn't resist so I picked one.. and that's when the owner of the house came out and started scareaming at us. I grabbed Lana and ran.. and he ran after us. We ran into this glass room with a whole bunch of ppl in there.. and I quickly locked the door behind us. I made a sigh of relief thinking that that was a close one.. when a man dressed up in a suit unlocked the door for him. The man who was chasing us then came up to us and twisted the skin on my chest very hard and it felt as if I could really feel the pain in real life. I started to cry bc he soon told me that he was Lana's turn and screamed "she's just a baby!"
At that exact moment I was awaken from my mom who was trying to place a red threaded bracelet on Lana while chanting a lil prayer in Khmer. I asked her what in the world she was doing.. and she had told me that she leu sop ah-kroh (had a bad dream last night). She dreamt that Lana's dad was holding her and then he dropped her.. she fell on her head and died. Her last words to me before she left to work was "Be careful."
That really freaked me out. Ever since, I was not able to go back to sleep and have been having this uneasy feeling. I know I shouldn't but i can't help but feel paranoid and think negative thoughts. Ugh, I really hope I'm just over-reacting but man, my mom really freaked me out with the whole praying thing. Huy